sometimes i ask myself: why do you even bother?
and i always get the same answer, the realisation hitting me as hard as the many previous times i have asked myself this question: because you are given a responsibility and you have to fulfil it no matter how much you dun like it
this sucks

i am sick and tired of my life
i want OUT

choir now sucks because of certain ppl in it
ok i mean it sucks previously
but now it sucks more than ever
how could one not become angry?
how could one not help but feel worried?

worst come to worst,
we don't perform

what's the point?
when others dun even care?

maybe its a good thing that we step down
for one, we will have less stress
it was fun while it lasted
and mind you when i say it was fun
it really was
but now, its just hell

wonder if i can endure 3 more practices
AND one last performance